Before anyone panics, I'm sure as hell not leaving the wiki. Precautions people.
|“|| My chest feels warm... Even though I hate this girl... Even though I hate her... I can't stop... These emotions... It's sad I won't meet you again... Lucy... Thank you..|
Users have come and gone. Built bonds and left with their memories harried within the people they knew. It is a burden to see someone you care for leave you, as well as it can be a joy to see someone you've hated go away, as cruel as the thought of feeling those things can be. But they will remain within your hearts nonetheless, as little as it all may seem. I am one of the many that has witnessed users who have all marked us depart and have had my share of pain due to it. Now comes the time, fellow friends, where I shall depart of my own wings and fly away from what I used to call my home, my shelter from the outside world. Or rather what used to feel like home. For, you see, I have moved on. I have moved on from an age of having to carry the weight, the worry about others' opinions on me, and this wiki made me realize that I had to. I'm thankful for that, even if it's partially because of this place and its users that I've acknowledged myself that the people that dislike me can go screw themselves in hell. Some users are much too immature, stubborn and power hungry for me to handle. It has come to the point where I only feel agony upon entering chat or the site in general for that matter. The only reason I've stayed since I've realized how many people were douches was because of the people that weren't like that. The people I care for with all sincerity. Regardless of the negative points that are held in this blog, since the positive ones outnumber them greatly, I want to thanks you all, the people whom I have opened myself towards, for letting me be myself and showing you who I am. Along this roller coaster of a journey that I've spent the past year, I have learned more about myself than I thought I would have. It turns out I love writing and roleplaying. Manga and anime. Blogging and fangirling. And the list goes on. It is all because of YOU GUYS and I will eternally be grateful. Camp Half Blood will always be considered my residence, even if I leave and its users will always be my family, for most of them.
As most of you may know, I am a very passionate person. Thus I find it my duty to pay my amends in words to the people who have helped me through the slightest of things, even as a Newb. Let us start from the very beginning...
I know these people are inactive, but if they come across this blog someday, I want to to see this.
Thanks for everything darling. You have been of an outmost help in my first days here and I am very thankful for that.
Bach: I don't know where to start. Bach, from the moment I've set foot on this wiki, I have always looked up to you. I saw you as a legend and I still see you as an extraordinary one, if not more as I got to know you, little by little. I had a hard time fitting in and I was always self-conscious about what other users thought of me, especially someone as mighty as you. And while our beginning was rough, I feel as if our relationship has come a long way since we've first interacted. You were my muse; an inspiration. I look up to you, and as you encouraged me in my first steps towards improving the wiki, I kept going on, going as high as a proud RB in your dept. You were the reason I even got where I now stand. But that is nothing compared to how much of a good friend you are. You were a gust of wisdom brushing away my ignorance, your advice always helping me in all cases. Hearing the slightest compliment from you made my day and it gave me so much joy when you told me you were proud of me. I will never forget you.
Oh, Kit. I wanted to take the time to leave you a sign of gratitude for everything you've done. You're a great friend and I am proud to call you one. Thank you and I mean it. Stay awesome Jean. ;)
Katniss: Bae, the words I told you when you hesitated about going inactive still stand. You are one hell of an awesome chick, don't you dare forget that. You made me smile when I was feeling down and it really touches me. Thank you for staying by my side. PS, Jamie is smexy and don't say otherwise. c:
Time: You are so, so damn epic. Not a lot of people here realize that and I hope they find a way to. Never let anyone change you or neglect you for who you are. You won't be alone, for we'll always be by your side. I love 'ya you old moron. You mean a lot to me as a friend.
Justie: Darling, I adore you. I'll forever follow you on Tumblr.
|“||Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises. Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.||”|
Black for hunting through the night